Thoughts of Invictus

Feel The Zeal.......................

Adrift in the sea!

Feel The Zeal.......................

 I cant imagine that I have sustained my blogging journey for this long. if you ask me to summarise all these years of my life - I will say It was nothing less than an amazing boat ride where I saw some beautiful islands, ate some exotic meals, met some wonderful people and learnt extensively on this beautiful journey. 

Did I get any richer along the way? Yes, My true wealth is my knowledge, my wisdom, my priceless experiences and my freinds whom I met along the way and who stood strong in every peril that i faced . 

Along this untrodden path, I at times came at crossroads of my life where I had to choose a Right path. Without blink of my eye I knew exactly which was the easy one and the treacherous ones. But Easy paths seldom lead to a glorious future. Choosing the easy and convenient road would have made me a lesser man in my own eyes- a man whom I could not look into the eyes when I stood abreast a mirror, so with unwavering gut  I always chose the hardest.

 The thing about Hard roads chosen in life is that though the journey becomes spine chilling but the honest fruits it bears are permanent and stays with you till your deathbed. 

 I have made every endeavour to be an Honest man in every walk of life. For that I have paid a price in full with respect to my career and my personal aspirations. Being Honest does not go down well with many who have malified intentions but that's how I have been raised by my Gurus and my parents. So be it!

 sitting here in this Office and reminiscing my times when I was a brisk young lad of twenties almost twenty years back brings a youthful smile to my face and the best thing is- Its going to stay. till we meet again- adios

adieu 2021

Feel The Zeal....................... its been a long time since there has been a post here. iAM IN thick of counter insurgency area and life is unpredictable. ooh, did i mention that iam a certified paratrooper, well nothing could beat the adrenaline rush jumping off the aircraft moving at 400km/hour from thousands of feet above ground and placing your all faith in parachute. anyhow, life moves on and throws new challenges every day. learnt quite a new tricks up my sleeve like managing a difficult boss who is so self obsessed and mouthful. iam still learning hope iam able to manage him further also.

Feel The Zeal....................... sO LONG THIS year..... its snowing so fresh that it melts away your heart. the beauty of chakrata is mesmerising. the meadows nestled among green corniferous forests. ah! what a sight it is. steals my breath. the year is drawing to a close.

Feel The Zeal....................... What a year. 2020 started with a bang..and may end up with a whimper. I really had huge plans to rev up my engine and kick some ass in the valley but Alas and alack. This year Is the year of survival. Rolls roycs rust inside while the animals run on tarmac. I think we had it coming with oushing mother earth to the wall... what could she do except punish us. Or maybe it was a pan face Yellows doing. Anyhow.. I wish you well and hope to see you through this pandemic. Cheers!

new place

Feel The Zeal....................... 2019.. 4 months wasted . new place. its lovely here in the foothills of Uttrakhand. such serene and calm background. nature throws its best at us when we least expect it, and imagine i was the impediment to this tenure since I never wanted to come to this place. the fragrance of rustled leaves in the meadows... thats what brings this place alive.

adieu 2016

Feel The Zeal....................... its that time of year when i got to leave this palampur, a beautiful sojourn and move to Thar desert. never thought will be working there but life has many surprises up its sleeve. have been a tremendous year for us. very eventful year with lots of activitiews. npow when i look back i see what all did i do to reach where iam. made some mistakes and learned new lessons. but in the end, it was all worth it.

TROUBLED WATERS

Feel The Zeal....................... i managed to sneak some time away for my favorite hobby. yes i know you will have doubts considering the number of posts i contribute but hey! i do whenever i do. It started in 2012 in Guwahati like a small bubble but it engulfed my entire life till yesterday when i called it quits. though, i KNOW it was wrong at every level but my heart raced like hell every time we met. It was a good time and It hurts to know its no more. it was fun, full of life, complete and made me happy. Iam taking my time to grieve the loss of this abyss in my life, now created. i feel like tears in my eyes every morning but i see the people next to me and find reason to rejoice. sometimes, you have a plan of yourself but Destiny has a more overpowering plan. when i look back, i feel it lead nowhere. it had no future with me and no life ahead but we decided to play on and live with the murky bed of life. Now that it is no where in my life and though it makes me sad, i wish all the best to M and lots of love in future endeavors. May we live happily ever after- in our separate lives.

Feel The Zeal....................... It saddens my heart at tge state of affairs our country is in. Its absolute drain on democracy that once our freedom fighters stood by. The indian army has been disgraced by denying its right as OROP. What is worse is that bureau-polito nexus has attained thumping victory in showing indian army its place in democracy... they have broken the morale and mental peace of a common man too by showing that its only them who can get away with crores of corruption..murder os 1000s and rapes and dacoity without a scaratch to their personality. It is sad at such sordid and sorry state of nation. In this country one can get away with anything with money. You can buy ministers and everyone whose track records are shouting of their unholy antecedents. Iam sad and deeply in pain. I thank god that atleast iam away from such henious predicaments of life...away from such obscenities ... away from their dealings. I will carry on with my honest duties towards my citizenz and this country and quitely fade away in glory when i retire. There could be no better way to live a life than with the men of same idelogies and aspirations.