adieu 2016

Feel The Zeal....................... its that time of year when i got to leave this palampur, a beautiful sojourn and move to Thar desert. never thought will be working there but life has many surprises up its sleeve. have been a tremendous year for us. very eventful year with lots of activitiews. npow when i look back i see what all did i do to reach where iam. made some mistakes and learned new lessons. but in the end, it was all worth it.

TROUBLED WATERS

Feel The Zeal....................... i managed to sneak some time away for my favorite hobby. yes i know you will have doubts considering the number of posts i contribute but hey! i do whenever i do. It started in 2012 in Guwahati like a small bubble but it engulfed my entire life till yesterday when i called it quits. though, i KNOW it was wrong at every level but my heart raced like hell every time we met. It was a good time and It hurts to know its no more. it was fun, full of life, complete and made me happy. Iam taking my time to grieve the loss of this abyss in my life, now created. i feel like tears in my eyes every morning but i see the people next to me and find reason to rejoice. sometimes, you have a plan of yourself but Destiny has a more overpowering plan. when i look back, i feel it lead nowhere. it had no future with me and no life ahead but we decided to play on and live with the murky bed of life. Now that it is no where in my life and though it makes me sad, i wish all the best to M and lots of love in future endeavors. May we live happily ever after- in our separate lives.