Feel The Zeal....................... It saddens my heart at tge state of affairs our country is in. Its absolute drain on democracy that once our freedom fighters stood by. The indian army has been disgraced by denying its right as OROP. What is worse is that bureau-polito nexus has attained thumping victory in showing indian army its place in democracy... they have broken the morale and mental peace of a common man too by showing that its only them who can get away with crores of corruption..murder os 1000s and rapes and dacoity without a scaratch to their personality. It is sad at such sordid and sorry state of nation. In this country one can get away with anything with money. You can buy ministers and everyone whose track records are shouting of their unholy antecedents. Iam sad and deeply in pain. I thank god that atleast iam away from such henious predicaments of life...away from such obscenities ... away from their dealings. I will carry on with my honest duties towards my citizenz and this country and quitely fade away in glory when i retire. There could be no better way to live a life than with the men of same idelogies and aspirations.

Feel The Zeal....................... i keep taking time offs to write about whats on and off here. To begin with . a very happy new year ..with advent of 2015 life is sure to bring a lot of good surprises, holding on to that thought. things have changed since i posted last, i cant imagine its been over a year since i posted here. i have got busy in life, though i want to take out time but life is getting to me , it gets to the best of us. sometimes i wonder why do i write this blog knowing full well that not even a soul reads it, am i trying to immortalize myself through this world of never ending internet. what am i trying to do ? do i actually love writing? do i really have any flair left inside me like earlier days when my hair were not grey. i bet i still have some oomph left in me. have reached palampur now, it keeps raining and not much to see around here in these hills. but maybe it was long due to work in a remote area of the country and here am i ...LIVING THE DREAM.... the question is WHOSE??????? well, i have started to write down today only because i have got some time to spare. Ia n m not well and have taken off. hate this fever, it breaks me down. i read about my horoscope that i will always be in quest of something nice and better. i will always stay looking out for more. is it a good thing??